Another Cruel

Odspasya
2 min readDec 16, 2021

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It’s not your fault I’m crying. How everything that was so perfect left in a fleet of screams.

My mind is cloudy. Thoughts heavy. Or you even care. No. still in a way it’s the same. It’s only a game.

Spinning around and around. Today it is much harder for me to carry on and now today it feels so wrong.

But you and I are not written. If letting go was a choice. When you never look my way. When you turn to walk away.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines. Of all the emotions a person can feel,
Love is scariest and hardest to heal.

I have no clue. Will you tell me what I know is true. So I can continue loving you? Or will you feed me all your lies? Hide the truth behind your eyes.

I have no clue. On how I should let you go. What is it that you do? That’s making me love you so.

This is a choice I have made. I understand the risk I take. Careful to never break. Now I plead one last time, for one last chance to make it right. I never thought I could be this sad. Just tell me. you don’t love me.

Who is to blame? Because you’ve sprouted feelings for another. So if I tell you, will you tear it apart?

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Odspasya
Odspasya

Written by Odspasya

Get it down, a little foolish.

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